… is more difficult than finishing it.
Once you have reached D-day you will be ready to go and nothing and nobody is going to stop you. Making the decision to run the marathon, sticking to it and staying injury free is actually the hard part. But, I persevered and ultimately I reached April 17 2005 with my running number, in Greenwich Park, ready for the start.
I could give you the whole run down of how I prepared, where I stayed and what I dreamt of the night before. But I won’t. I can tell you that I was very relaxed and wasn’t nervous at all. The last two weeks I reached the point of realisation there is nothing more I could do about it. Show up, one foot in front of the other for 26.2 miles and finish. That was my strategy.
I was dressed as per the weather forecast. Long sleeved shirt under my Barnardo’s vest, gloves and hat. Before the start I was already hot and got rid off the gloves and hat. It was a glorious day and, like many others, I positioned myself on a plastic bag in the sun. I was so relaxed that despite the noise and the thousands of people around me I fell asleep for a couple of minutes.
Unfortunately I didn’t manage to meet up with Clare, Caroline or Rob because the mobile network was rather overloaded. We couldn’t get hold of each other so I was out there ‘on my own’.
In the starting pen it became real. I was running the London Marathon. I had completed the months of preparation, pain and determination and was now waiting for the final whistle. O well, just stick to the strategy. One foot after another…
The first miles I run on automatic pilot. The crowd didn’t allow you to run any faster or slower than you did and I was sucked in by the group. Just as well really because it meant that the first 4 miles were dead steady, exactly the same pace. By mile 5 is was melting and decided to get rid off my shirt. There was no other way to do it than just take everything off and put the top shirt on as only shirt. Because there were no supporters just runners at that part of the road, I don’t think anyone noticed or cared that I stood there in my bra alone.
One of my plans was to take a jelly babe at every mile, even if I didn’t need one. From mile 1 I stuck to that plan, munching away at these sweet little but useful monsters. I also used every water and Lucozade station, taking in 3 or 4 sips and getting rid of it again. This plan fell foul when they run out of water at 3 stations but because I was properly hydrated it didn’t affect me too much.
It may have been great for the supporters and I’m sure it looked nice on the television but it was far too warm to run. I’m not used to these temperatures and there was no way of escaping the relentless sun. Luckily the light didn’t bother me because I was wearing my sunglasses but I understood from others that they had headaches because of the bright light.
I can’t remember where exactly but I bumped into another blogger EvilPixie. She had the name Pixie on her shirt and I recognised her from one of the pictures. We chatted for a while and then went our separate ways. Later on the same happened with Maureen, MarathonMum. Her name was on the back and as I passed her I looked in her face if I recognised her. She then recognised me so we started talking. We stayed together for about a mile and then carried on with our own race.
Husband Wim managed to cheer me on at two different locations. Despite the deafening noise I could hear his shouts over everything else and it was great to see his supporting face. I now know that he was grateful that he saw me still running by mile 17.
At mile 16/17 I realised I wasn’t going to make the 5 hours so I gave myself a new goal. ‘Keep running, no walking until the 4 hours’. Once I managed that I convinced myself that 4.15 is not that much more than 4 hours. Later on the same applied for 4.15 and 4.30. By 4.30 I had only 4 or so more miles to go so I just decided to keep running until the end.
That sounds easier than it looks not only because I was getting really tired. From 15 mile onwards more and more people, certainly at the back 10 thousand runners where I was, walked instead of run. I spent a lot of time just trying to get past people, having to run around groups of talking walkers, manoeuvring myself between people, having to speed up, slow down and speed up again. The only good thing about that was that it got extra cheers from the supporters and the last couple of miles the ongoing ‘nearly there Laura, go on Laura, you can do it Laura’ really made all the difference.
During the race not once did I ‘hit the wall’ or suffer from any aches or pains. At my previous long runs I suffered from back pain and all sorts of other aches probably from sloppy running. Because I really wanted to enjoy the atmosphere and experience all that was happening around me, I run much straighter than I would normally do once I’m tired. All that I ended up with were two massive blisters on the top of my toes and under my nail. Unfortunately I lost my nail when I burst the blister but that is a small price to pay.
At mile 25 I became tearful. Not only was I about to finish the marathon, I actually done it without stopping. I had done it! (well almost but I wasn’t going to give up at that stage). The last stretch was amazing and I even managed to ‘sprint’. Crossing that line, receiving that medal, what a fantastic feeling.
What made this whole experience so magnificent were the fantastic supporters, the many mad and wonderful runners in their wacky costumes, the inspiring people who were really struggling but run for charity or in the memory of loved ones. The camaraderie amongst the runners, the electric atmosphere, amazing, incredible. It was the most unforgettable experience and one I would love to repeat.
On that note, I’m probably entitled to a free place, trip and stay for the New York Marathon in November this year. Watch this space!